I’m caught in between what I want and what I deserve. I know i don’t deserve what I’m getting now, but it’s what I want. I don’t want anything more.
I remember I read something about how crying yourself to sleep is a way of your body telling you that that’s enough sadness for one night. Like your body is telling you that is enough child, that’s enough. Nights like these always remind me of that..
At least one thing came out of this summer. I learned how to make a forced smile look genuine..
I want to meet someone that thinks I’m “the most beautiful girl they’ve ever met”, inside and out.
It’s selfish I know, but most girls would like to hear that once in their lives and actually believe it’s true.
I’m kinda clingy once I get attached and I kinda expect you to reassure me and shit and tell me you care and remind me that you won’t leave because then if you don’t I just get annoyed and then I overthink everything and yeah it’s stupid but that’s how I am and I just care and I just want to know feelings are mutual and that you care too. I don’t want to have to wonder. Don’t keep me guessing, but most of all don’t waste my time.
Today in science we learned that you can never gain cold, you can only have an absence of heat; and it made me think that maybe hatred doesn’t exist, and there’s only an absence of love.
this is the realist shit I’ve ever read
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