I am so fucked"me before and after every exam (via chutneyy)
I know what I want, but I come to realize it’s not that you want. I’m trying to fool myself in believe in something I want to happen so badly but I know I need to come back to reality. The reality is that I’m forcing something that clearly wasn’t suppose to be. I guess now I’m just in denial and wanting to just go back into my fantasy life. As much as I want to, I know that’s not the way to deal with my problems. I just have to suck it up and take it as it is…
I come to realize that I have it way too good. I have great people in my life that I know I don’t deserve but still happy they are sticking by me. It just makes me feel like I’m not worthy of your friendship because I know my self worth. I don’t deserve it.
quick fixes for a shitty day
- brush your teeth
- sort out your eyebrows
- do your laundry
- change your sheets
- hug a fluffy thing
- eat a snack
- reach out to someone even if it’s just a text
- get naked and dance a lil
what doesn’t kill you leaves you lying awake at 2am wishing it had
I’m very gullible when it comes to trusting people. I’ll trust anyone in the room and not believe they are a bad person. I put too much trust in people I hardly know, and trust them enough not to hurt me. I know this backfires on me but I guess I always see the good in people
Comparison is the thief of joy. Comparing yourself to someone else makes you less happier of yourself. Feeling that sense of worthlessness and the urge to change yourself will be eating you away. Don’t let this comparison keep you from being happy.
I think I trained my mind to see the good in every situation. No matter how shitty or out of luck I am, I still miraculously find a reason to smile at the end of the day. I think I’m really one of the lucky ones because you don’t see alot of people like that now a days. Just have to keep in mind that there is always a good in every situation